John Proctor’s Conflict Between Personal Identity and Public Image

clubhouse labels individuals to have certain morals, values, and ideas that most often are contradicted by what the individuals proclaim self-image. In Arthur Millers novel The Crucible the hero , John watch over, is ch solelyenged by his desire to maintain his high social standing in the community sluice though he believes himself to be majorly flawed. John watch over belongs within a rigid, theocratic Puritan society which condemns miscreants. His essential conflict was the difference amid the images of his own personal identity and that which society produced.John monitor thought himself to be a fraud and therefore, believed he should not be held in such(prenominal) high social regard. The community looked up to him as an honest, good, hard-working kind-hearteds, in Proctors nominal head a fool felt his foolishness instantly(Miller20). Unfortunately , Proctors inborn impulses caused he much internal turmoil, he is a sinner, a sinner not only against the moral fashi on of the time, however against his own fantasy of decent conduct (Miller20). His extramarital affair with Abigail Williams, a seventeen division old ex-servant, defiled his own moral code.It besmirched him in the eyes of God, his married woman Elizabeth, and himself. Proctor lacks the capacity to forgive his transgressions because he seatnot seem to wash past his sins. scour though most of the people around him see him in a positive light, he feels a strong reek of guilt, ( Elizabeth to Proctor) I do not judge you. The magistrate sits in your heart that judges you. I never thought you only when a good man, John Proctor(Miller 55). Because of Proctors guilt over the sordid relationship amid him and Abigail he deems his populace image to a be frontage.Living under this pretense causes him much suffer though out the book. Proctor is reluctant to give up his humankind veneration and confess to his sins. Proctor fill outs that he is a charlatan but does not want to cheapen his identity. His greatest possession is the respect and haleness associated with his good name. In the court room Proctor explains why he did not confess earlier that Abigail was a harlot Oh Francis, I esteem you had some evil in you that you might know me To Danforth A man will not cast away his good name. You surely know that(Miller110).Proctor dreads revealing his sin because the guilt and regret already overwhelms him. He believes that a public display of his wrongdoings will only intensify the consequence of his sin, magnifying his guilt. In such a small community, if he were to proclaim his indecency, accordingly it would perpetually disgrace his entire family. The guilt that would result from damming his family and himself would be immense. Instead of let the town know that the girls allegations are false, Proctor tries to down play the extent of the hysteria so that he may feel more at ease.Proctors response to Elizabeth when she informs him about the court and possi ble hangings is scoffing, but not without credendum Ah, theyd never hang- (Miller52). Proctor envisions of every possible way he can think of to save his wife without condemning himself in the process but eventually realizes that the only way she will survive is by cleansing his image. Proctor eventually understands that personal identity is more important than a public image. Not until the very end of the story does Proctors conflict between his personal identity and public image becomes resolved.John sees less significance in his public image and becomes more concerned about his personal identity. Even though John has admitted to lechery, the public still holds him with a sense of proud admiration. A preponderance of the people did not want to see Proctor hang even people who strongly disliked him like idealistic Paris. If Proctor signs a written confession stating he is a witch, then he would set free and up to(p) to live out the catch ones breath of his life in comfort wi th his family. A stipulation in signing the contract is that it will be posted in the town for all to see.Proctor is unable to allow that to happen because it destroys any dignity left he has. The rest of his life would be based off deception and sin. Proctor Because it is my name Because I cannot have another in my life Because I lie and sign myself to lies Because I am not worth the clay on the feet of them that hang How may I live without my name? I have given you my soul leave my name (Miller143) Proctor was unstrained to spoil is public standing with the comprise that he may live among his family .But, he found himself unwillingly to sign over his personal identity to a lie. Because of this resistance, Proctor was hanged for a crime that he did not commit. though he was wrongfully executed , Proctor died while maintaining a sense of integrity and morality. Hale- Woman, plead with him Woman It is pride, it is vanity. Be his helper -What profit him to escape? Shall the dust p raise him? Shall the worms declare his truth? Go to him, take his attaint away Elizabeth-He have his goodness now. God forbid I take it from him (Miller 145) Proctor finally was able to wipe away his facade that societal pressures placed upon him. He expelled his guilt and sin and was ultimately able to gain back his virtue. John Proctors most demanding struggle was between who he believed himself to be and what society believed him to be. His sins caused tension surrounding his outward appearance and his inward self. Millers book helps to illustrate how one overcomes the battle of such contention. Every human being has his or her own defects, but to develop into better people, we must learn to conquer these shortcomings.